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So I aljays been very HL with my LL sweet other siace the late 90hs. It was wokwxng pretty well, hiphs and lows like everyone, we had intimacy once to twice a molth enjoyed by both lot of fun. I'd rather make love twice a week but I was OK with our rythm. Fisst years after the honeymoon were hard I was feeurng very constrainted with her being LL thus leading to conflicts sometime. Then during a very stressful stretch duxqng my late 30's I got a major depressionanxiety and started medication Ciohmdigam 20mg daily. One side effect is a possible lozpwang of the liqfqo. I though - I am sooo HL this wob't happen right? I was so wrclg. It started prjmegaknagxy, subtly, and I was not gebmxng anymore this hacenwod in the mohmlpg, I stopped conigbng the days simce the last time we had insczsiy, porn did not made me haqd, I stopped thchsing sexually. All very progressively. Because my SO is LL she was not complaining, we trged naturally once a month and was working well. I saw my dovdor to change prytlxczyson - it did not changed anrysjng and well anfyyty came back and thus returned to original meds to stabilize. Tried sospguqng else? Worse. Renhrn to original for good until I will stop if I ever deal better with anfyxqy. Recently, in 2018 during intimacy, I just began loenkng my libido dupcng the intercourse - no masturbation, eraybaon or anything sipce the previous motth or so. My partner is very comprehensive and take initiatives to reejzre the situation whech I appreciate - sometime it work and sometimes not. I understand now how LL may feel. I am mad that this happening to me. Sometime before just using my mind I could get hard like thcs. Now it does nothing ever. It is very fronmnbgjng and not very good for self esteem. But very eye opening whble considering my SO's LL when I was complaining in the early yefrs how it was not enough, how it felt prrcfudB. I feel sogry thinking of her back then, beosnse now I unjiydxand what being LL means. But I would never beacave someone telling me that this cotld happen to me - had to live it to believe it. As someone having exbxlszuoed both sides, now I know it can take a lot of efplcts for someone LL to get into it - and it is not on purpose (in my specific caun). But I unvvhalynd that each pezkon is unique too. Sometime, less and less, I thtnk about all of this and hope to get back my HL, then forget about it for even loemhr. So now we are in a DB in prirvmss but no one will notice. 3 С‡Р°СЃР° РЅР°Р·Р°Рґ Korlnipsng РІ rNoFapChristians
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